I’m such a fucking failure…every since I was a kid everything I ever touched broke…my biggest flaw is my fear…why can’t I be braver, why can’t I be stronger, why do I always let everything slip out of my fingers…why must I be so scared to fail that I choose inaction…why can’t I ever listen to my heart and do something…freaking take a shot…why do I gotta be so damn scared…I’ve ruined everything…I hate myself…why am I always bitching and complaining…I really am a disappointment…I want so much to make u happy…I want so much to be perfect…I live in a fucked up fairy tale…when will I just grow up and be a man…I want to show u…why do I always just sit here and think about what to do…why don’t I just act…I just want to be “your” man…I just want to be with you…I want to show u that I can be different…
oh my god want want WANT I WANT THEM ALL SO BAD IT HURTS
Especially that grey jacket at the bottom oh my god
(Source: thirteenthfaeriestyle)